I have a Wii ^..^

It's such a fun system, and I'm glad I bought it. Though...it'll mean my lazy ass will be distracted from art for a while...

I haven't done anything here in a looong time. Well, I put up one new peice of artwork today, so I feel a little better. I'll try to be a little more...faithful in my uploads. I'm currently in the market for an apartment, finally striking out on my own. It's a little overdue, but I needed to be ready for it.

Well...I've had some mixed bag-type stuff as to my luck as of late. I've just been told about two weeks ago, that though I had (some) talent in Graphic Design, I wouldn't be able to make a living with it. Despite the fact that I got a teacher recomendation to take a 13th year to finish out the Tech Center traning.

On the other hand, I'm in a very stable relationship with someone that I had been friends with for a few years.

I just bought the game Neverwinter Nights 2 and I enjoy that emmensly (yep, I still can't spell). The game is interesting....and complicated....and fun.

Also, I was recently fired...and I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled on monday, but...I can't really complain.

So...I've not had much time for artwork. I'll update when I can though.

I guess that life has ups and downs, but overall I'm happy at the moment.

Pitty party table for one.

Well, that didn't last long. The 'relationship' I started on Furcadia crashed and burned. Again, I don't know what I did wrong. I just seem to suck at everything I do when it comes to women.
It would seem to me, that because I actualy try to like someone and have a relationship instead of being a peverted sex fiend, no one wants anything to do with me! My only question is: what the hell? Why the FUCK is it that all people want these days is to have rampent sex and nothing else?! What happened to actual love? That's what I can't seem to grasp. I guess I'm too old fasioned for my own damn generation, just because I want to know someone before screwing them.

I don't know how many more let downs I can take. Already I have had my heart handed back to me broken and bleeding two times. A mental breakdown seems not to be too far off on the horizon. It seems to me, that I would be better of dead. At least then, no one has to deal with such a fucking screw up.

To help me get over myself, (as stated in my last whiner's journal) I recently made a Furcadia account. I've met some nice people and I'm even getting married soon (just in Furcadia of course). So, yeah, just thought I'd let people know that I was over my wussy 'feel sorry for me' phase. I must apologise to all who had to view that worthless sappy spouting, and also thank those who tried to help.

By the way, I still can't seem to make myself draw anything, so I'm sorry but there won't be any updates for a while longer....